臨江仙

最近我弟日以繼夜地看三國演義電視劇，有時我也會坐下來看看。三國故事早已忘了，現在想來，心裡能夠憶起的只有臨江仙詞。

臨江仙
楊慎

滾滾長江東逝水，浪花淘盡英雄。
是非成敗轉頭空。
青山依舊在，幾度夕陽紅。

白發漁樵江渚上，慣看秋月春風。
一壺濁酒喜相逢。
古今多少事，都付笑談中。

想起詞，再想三國故事，感覺很唏噓。其實古往今來，人事就是如此，只是詞人把事情給加添上豪氣而已。人的圖謀，用盡心機，還不過是轉頭空。

有人以人生得意須盡歡的態度面對生命，但事實這是沒有意義的。

唯有認識　神，才是我們生命所需和最終的依歸。

curse...

Let the day perish wherein I was born, and the night in which it was said, There is a child conceived. Let that day be darkness; let not God regard it from above, neither let the light shine upon it. Let darkness and the shadow of death stain it; let a cloud dwell upon it; let the blackness of the day terrify it. As for that night, let darkness seize upon it; let it not be joined unto the days of the year, let it not come into the number of the months. Lo, let that night be solitary, let no joyful voice come therein. Let the stars of the twilight thereof be dark; let it look for light, but have none; neither let it see the dawning of the day: Because it shut not up the doors of my mother's womb, nor hid sorrow from mine eyes. Why died I not from the womb? why did I not give up the ghost when I came out of the belly? Why did the knees prevent me? or why the breasts that I should suck? For now should I have lain still and been quiet, I should have slept: then had I been at rest, With kings and counsellors of the earth, which build desolate places for themselves; Or with princes that had gold, who filled their houses with silver: Or as an hidden untimely birth I had not been; as infants which never saw light. KJV) There the wicked cease from troubling; and there the weary be at rest. There the prisoners rest together; they hear not the voice of the oppressor. The small and great are there; and the servant is free from his master. Wherefore is light given to him that is in misery, and life unto the bitter in soul; Which long for death, but it cometh not; and dig for it more than for hid treasures; Which rejoice exceedingly, and are glad, when they can find the grave? Why is light given to a man whose way is hid, and whom God hath hedged in? For my sighing cometh before I eat, and my roarings are poured out like the waters. For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me. I was not in safety, neither had I rest, neither was I quiet; yet trouble came.

我負丹青

睇左半本我負丹青．．．個腦好實，宜家四點啦，最近我都好難入睡。夜晚最容易思潮如湧．．．所以打依篇野。

只睇過一次吳冠中的畫展，當其時真係咩都唔識，一心去睇下大師o既作品，似朝聖。入到去好用心睇，好用心睇，嘗試去明白感受，只係今晚睇左佢本書我就知自己真淺薄．．．唔明空入寶山唔記得．．．

對於美的欣賞係需要基礎理論。

我諗我係景仰吳冠中的。睇左佢半本書，仍然敬佩佢畫畫的造詣，只係再知多d佢本人，我心裡面o既畫象就變調了！佢真係好喜歡畫畫．．．

書入面講到反右、文革的時期佢著墨較輕，吳老照係習中講畫畫。佢真係畫畫．畫到痴。

雖然文革慘事已經聽過好多睇過好多，不過睇到吳老輕寫衛天霖以塗料擦拭破壞佢有血肉的幅幅作品時，心裡面真係好唔開心。我諗唔到有幾難受。

又睇到佢既啟蒙老師叱吒一時，生後竟沒沒無聞，就覺得咩都無意思．．．虛空捕風。

要做一個畫家真係唔容易，依個世界又會有幾多個好似莫奈、吳冠中？比你做到Vicent．．．咁仲慘。

虛空捕風。

計劃生育極端標語

~ 該扎不扎，見了就抓
~ 能引的引出來，能流的流出來，堅決不能生下來
~ 寧可家破，不可國亡
~ 該扎不扎，房倒屋塌；該流不流，扒房牽牛
~ 喝藥不奪瓶，上吊就給繩

不說什麼，你可以有感。


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